Radiation, Picklines and Bandages. Oh MY!

Mary has been under going radiation since June 25th ( It started on my birthday.... That makes me sad!) I 've been having a lot of thoughts about next year and what the future holds. I'm really confused because I want an answer to the question what is going to happen next summer. Everyone I ask smiles feebly and says God knows what he's doing or they say she'll be fine. Deep down I know this isn't true but I get up everyday and I get out there and enjoy life. Maryn's pickline is really gross. Uggh, I feel sick everytime I see it without the bandage on. She is so brave. Honestly I'm amazed, I am 13 and afraid of needles whenever I have to get a shot or IV I make the victim arm go limp so I don't feel a thing. Still needles make me woozy. I saw pictures of Maryn in radiation it broke my heart. They have a giant mask that they put on her and it looks miserable. God made her very brave. Very very brave.

A little clarification

This is not going to be MY blog. On this blog I will report how I feel about what's going on with Maryn. I will update it when I feel a huge wave of emotion like I did the first two days. I have a blog that I will be posting my music on and another that I will just do the things teenagers do on like talking about school, friends, etc.